-i write sins not tragedies.

Friday, November 03, 2006

had my A lvl chinese today.
made an effort to not miss the bus at 6.33am. hah! record set! i reached school at 7.06am!! took time to meditate and calm my nervous soul. haha! but whatever it is, i cant help but feel a little adrenaline rush seeing everyone waiting outside the examination hall, all prepared! hmmm. i will be contented with a B for my chinese grade. what more can i expect when i screwed up my oral plus wo bu xi huan hua yu. LoL.

anw, i was feeling all uptight and anxious when i had to meet the DP. bad. my father started rattling on on how i couldnt handle stress in the right way. $#@!**^%
DP: then you might want to consider retaining? my biggest concern is that if you keep pushing yourself, you might head the wrong way.

okay. at the start of the conversation, she asked me about the core value of SA. dont ask me why but FITTSHIP came into my mind. see! i was and still am such a loyal phs kid. :) oh! anyway, she said perseverence. look it's in BOLD. at one time, she said persevere. the other time, she meant in another words, 'eh! you wanna give it up? it's perfectly okay if you want.' hahaha.okay. whatever it is. MUNLING! you gotta pull yourself outta this awful plight. work hard and envisage your wonderful life ahead when you become a CEO. HAHAHA. bye bye.

my system has activated and i need to s***. LoL. bleahs. :)

all you have to do is grin & bear it :) 10:45 PM

MUNLING!

twentyseven04nineteen89.
saints.
devotion. da-5!
steamboat clan.
girls' brigade fifth company.

glitters and petals.
sunshine and rain.
mountains and the ocean.

there's a song that's inside of my soul.
it's the one that I've tried to write over and over again.
i'm awake in the infinite cold,
but you sing to me over and over and over again.

sing to me the song of the stars.
of your galaxy dancing and laughing and laughing again.
when it feels like my dreams are so far,
sing to me of the plans that you have for me over again.