-i write sins not tragedies.

Saturday, July 08, 2006

i cant wait for exams to be over. totally dread maths. cant wait to be free from mugging, mugging and mugging. the feeling is gotta be so awesome. bleahs. a load off my chest.

anyway, the gathering was great great fun. it feels weird not having the whole class. but owells, some are better than nothing. i feel so alive with devotion around! the food was deliiiicioouus! thank you jac. :)
shall upload the picture real soon.
i feel so fat. okay. phyllis, wy, lindy and jo were on the subject of ermmm.."who's fatter?" okay. i said i am. they didnt believe me. they touch my fatty stomach and nearly screamed. I AM DETERMINED to lose some weight. arghhh... and i did like 150 sit ups since last night. i am doing more later. :( but the weird thing is, all the horrible fats are deposited in my stomach area. argh. this is kinda embarrassing. i am fat. :( :( :(

i am fat. i am ugly. i am stupid. i am useless. no wonder. . . . . . .
BYE BYE! i dont feel sad actually! HAHAH! i dont care! :)

I can tell that you don't know me anymore
It's easy to forget, sometimes we just forget
And being on this road is anything but sure
Maybe we'll forget, I hope we don't forget

I'm falling into memories of you and things we used to do
Follow me there
A beautiful somewhere
A place that I can share with you :(

all you have to do is grin & bear it :) 11:28 PM

MUNLING!

twentyseven04nineteen89.
saints.
devotion. da-5!
steamboat clan.
girls' brigade fifth company.

glitters and petals.
sunshine and rain.
mountains and the ocean.

there's a song that's inside of my soul.
it's the one that I've tried to write over and over again.
i'm awake in the infinite cold,
but you sing to me over and over and over again.

sing to me the song of the stars.
of your galaxy dancing and laughing and laughing again.
when it feels like my dreams are so far,
sing to me of the plans that you have for me over again.