i would consider this week more productive than the other weeks. i guess it must have been all the anxiousness and stress resulted from the constant reminders from my tutor. life revolves around books, books and books. what the. is my life really gotta be so dead? eek. no way.
seriously, i ponder over the thought of 'what am i studying for' more often than any other questions in life. am i studying merely for the fact to 'have a better education'?? ahh. sounds dumb when we could press on the fact that there are people who do not excel in academic form but are actually entrepreneurs, big businessmen. BUT... i assume that's the minority. running back to the point, we need to study hard. whatever it is for. IT'S FOR OUR OWN GOOD!! haha.
okay. i am kinda disturbed by the results for singapore idol. arghh. i place a bet with my dad that if meryl didnt get in, i will chop off my head. hahaha. typical me. and she didnt. kinda disapointed though. her vocal is truly great. she has a refreshing look. but i guess her popularity isnt that up to mark. owells... emilee actaully got in :( oh and there's some kind of mistake on the singapore idol website. mathilda got in but the 'IN' sign was placed on nurul's name instead.
meryl in the middle. and our very own saint loh wanhua on the left! hoho.
"things are new unavoidably because we've all grown up now. we dont reveal so much, we're not as open as we used to be. not that we dont want to, i would like to believe. but we dont automatically talk, we've lost that. now we wait for someone to start, and no one knows how to. so we just let it slip past. things have been different for some time, but i wonder if we've found a different way to view this change."
copied this from evangeline's blog. i like this. :)
all you have to do is grin & bear it :) 10:16 PM