Tuesday, February 21, 2006
oOOo. for the whole of the past hour, i've been contemplating on how to make those white lies sound real. haha. i cant tell my parents that i am going to school for whatever. i go to school at 7.05am usually but i gotta have to leave an hour before if i am crashing. ahhhh. shit. i will convince them that it's just for a day. seriously i am not in the mood to go to yj. -_-
oh. i watched the show "49days". duh. not scary at all. chicKEN. haha. that's because half the time, my eyes are behind the box of popcorn. haha. and i actually CRIED during a supposedly scary show. haha. yeah. it's real touching to see how that guy broke down when he found out that his wife was like him; a ghost. cool.
sigh. i cant figure out the minds of human beings. when an impression is instilled in us, we view the person in that perspective. i really wish time can freeze. wishes come true. my friends used to tell me that for every eyelash i drop, i get to make a wish. i prayed, i made the same wish over and over again. did it come true? no. i know now. it's time to let go. cause i am not given a chance to explain. to even have the right to express myself. what more, just to pour out my ups and down like before. :(
all you have to do is grin & bear it :) 9:07 PM