Friday, December 31, 2004
kinda sad way to end year2004 with such a tragic like the tsunami thingy. so many people killed by these killer waves. well.. i doubt those people missing will come back alive. but just *pray*. God heals.. God helps..
anyway, the countdown party thingy was cancelled yah? it should be. with all that's happening around our country. can't imagine. death, sufferings, natural disasters, wars, fights, name it man. judgment day is sure to come soon. haiz..
i gotta make this entry the longest one with new year resolution and stuff. yay~ but i hadn't got much mood to blog actually. i haven done anything today. not a single homework and revision. well.. i gotta finish CHi by today though. die die thing. arghhh.. stop addin' pressure iidiot!
i am still procrastinating.sleeping like some shit pig who is like deprived of sleep for ten over days. sigh.. anyway, let's recall the happenings of year2004.
okae.. start of my end of year speech.. *clears my throat* it wasnt a good year (AT ALL) for me. some shitty stuff happened. well.. things happened for a reason. you gotta learn and pick yourself up i guess. that's why things happened. (yah. tatz lame.)
my studies were a flop. itz hard to start anew without the basics and stuff. but i will try. SAjc's my dreams. there were some hormones super reaction too. hahaha.. dumb dumb. thinking back, i felt so dumb. i WON'T be! studies are more important. that's of course! *winks*
hmm.. but i guess 2005 will be a better year. though itz the Os (i gotta emphasize on THE Os), start drivin forward yah? refill your oil tank if it isnt full. then set it off for the new year. gotta check the engine at times. overworking kills. true.
i learned that last minute work kills too. hmm.. itz hard to quit this awful habit of mine. procrastinating kills. but it isn't only me. seemed like it happens to everyone so often. right?
for my dreams. for my future. for God.. i gotta work hard study hard. constant revision. gotta learn to put my stress aside. it will hinder my progress, my plans, and it gotta drive me crazy. all these i know, but saying isnt everything. itz kinda hard applying it to your daily life. try..
yes.. a year will soon end too. and by that time, i gotta be having my butt in the examination hall. facing the anxiety, the eagerness for freedom, and the satisfaction of good results. haiz..that's of course. i must lay my trust upon Him. i work hard, He will give me the results. musnt lose the faith. keep driving on even when the world's apart.
most importantly, health is wealth. no matter what, give thanks. for our Lord is good. He is. I will work hard! take care everyone. pray for the victim too. bye!
all you have to do is grin & bear it :) 3:50 PM
