-i write sins not tragedies.

Thursday, December 23, 2004

MANX! i hate myself! i hate my memory! my lousy horrible memory. sobz sobz.. last night, at 9.25pm, on channel5, there's taufik batisah's- i dream mtv!! i made a note on my calendar but i cant believe i didnt even look at it until 10.25pm!! sobs.. i didn't place the pre-sale order yesterday too. i forgotten..! sobs.. manx. what should i do!?!? taufik will not be attending the end-of-year countdown on perfect ten too. sad.

anyway, after much consideration, i guess what my aunt said was true. itz kinda hard to be a vet. S.I.X years of education for a vet. i meant after U!! manx. that's looong! hmmm.. guess what? i decided to be a geriatrician. cool right? they are doctors who specialise in health problems associated with senior citizens. hahah.. those ah gongs and ah ma can be really fun. really. when i had my job attachment at toa payoh polyclinic at the senior citizen centre, we had to sort of look after these elderly. it was really fun. oh yah! i thought of becoming a geriatrician after reading my SS book. hahah.. it sounds kinda interesting. AND during our working years (i meant MY), there's gotta be lotsa elderly around. due to some ageing population thingy. sooo.. i may get a lotsa elderly patronizing me. yah yah.. all those rubbish and crap right? present education is still the most important factor right? results count too right? well.. work hard i guess.

itz a competitive society out there. ever wondered what and why are we studying for? funny right? for exams? for good results? i am very sure that at least 70% of the students out there DO NOT study for gaining more knowledge and wanting to know more stuff. most students just study purely for results. oman.. does this make studying fun? interesting? okae..

but if you look at other angle, when we are forced to study for results and stuff, most of the time, unknowingly, we gained knowledge. okae.. so there's two sides to look at.

BUT interest base is better right?

okae.. whatever. just study hard. God Bless You. i cant wait for Sat to arrive. :) season of JOY!

all you have to do is grin & bear it :) 10:23 AM

there's a song that's inside of my soul.
it's the one that I've tried to write over and over again.
i'm awake in the infinite cold,
but you sing to me over and over and over again.

sing to me the song of the stars.
of your galaxy dancing and laughing and laughing again.
when it feels like my dreams are so far,
sing to me of the plans that you have for me over again.