Thursday, June 17, 2004
this is my second entry for today. yeSh.. tomorrow is my regional camp. it will be at Christchurch Sec Sch. i duno where on blue heavens this school is! But gotta be at sch (phs) at 7.30am. that's early. haiZ.. that means i hav to wake up at 5.30am. i can take dang long time to wear my full-u. ARRrr.. gel my hair. wear all da ding ding tang tang thingy. haha! wdv..
Everything is packed and quite okie. But i am havin such a bad headache. a kinda pain like anytime, 'POP'! u can fall straight downwards without knowing u have fainted. arGHh... resulted from the STRESS!! haiZ... i planned to do my chem just now. But.. haiZ.. packin my bag all da way n lazy to do le. ARRrr.. e pain is killing me..
trust me i gotta get the music in my blog done up right after i am back from da camp. I planned to choose the korean band (K.I.S.S)'s, Because I am a Girl. But there's another song which is also pretty cool. Itz from Joy Enriquez, Tell Me How You Feel. This song really express what i am feeling now. cooL! I have been hearing this song for days. i meant night. As in before i sleep. A really really nice song..
I gotta miss blaH² during the camp. But so what..? haIz.. He isn't mine. He doesn't know the way i felt for him. He doesn't know anything. Besides.. I think he isn't meant to be mine and.. I really do believe that he likes someone too. :)
okies dokey.. Drop da subject! Hmm.. Don't really feel like going for a camp. Cant put my mind to rest. As in.. I am still left with so many other subjects to revise and stuff. How am i going to cope..? I do hope he is getting on well with his revision. sIgH.. God Bless him..
The worst thing is that when i am doing my homework or revision, i can't concentrate.! tatZ my situation! HOW?? hoW?? hOW??
anw, take care all of you guys. God Bless you all. Send da angels to guard you all in ya sweet dreams. Night.
*jEEz..Seems like i am saying (i mean typing) my last words. haha! crazy me! wdv.. i am just so stress.. haiZ..
all you have to do is grin & bear it :) 10:05 PM